Poetry from Hawk’s Well
By Jerrold Asao Hiura
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first you juxtapose two images
with a gap of silence in between
mix in some interconnectedness
a dash of dharma
zen
a sprig of chinese poetry
beating the connection
into fragments
until endlessness appears
top it with ku
sanskrit patanjali
yoga
some fine wine
get scuzzy and abandon it all
begin again with emptiness
and call it asian america
poetry
for that is all you know
breath like shakuhachi
within a closed system
of
fertility of the soil
the journey of the tribe
and yes, give it form
leave things out of the right spot
that’s it!
Jackson Street Manju Trilogy
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forever if
again home
fu Manchu
jade snow
miko taka
go bao bao
in the yellow stew
go bao bao
and blackjap
go chinkchat
fingers poppin’
tongues clickin’
like dragon dancing
turned on
daddy-Os
hustle down
hustle back
cruisin’ around
the sanjo track
jackson street
and the manju boys
take no lip
from east side poi.
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asian sister
with manchild seething
against the studded sun
with the bones
of the fat land
teeming with storms
teach me the song
of hands
while dancing
to taiko
hard and wet
head band puffed
loins strained
for it is you
who dawns the masks of ghosts
and the manchild
curled dumb and waiting
like lava
will of your blood
sow.
as for me
a thousand cranes
isn’t enuf
for poetry.
but you are fundamentally
escapist,
you step out of your cloths
and move naked in the wind
and call me a ‘prick’
in the primal sense.
later in your notes
you write
‘the tone of his eyes
has the color of the wing’
and were it not for poets
i would tear at the pages.
yesterday
old friend
like fish
from the depths of the calaveras
cross the placental river
with bento on his face
the boat’s prow
angled to the east
ryoshi
wants to be good buddhahead
wants to fingerpop
wants to go crusin’
for hot, yellow mamas
in the fahn fields
and never read mirikitani or inada
and thinks chin is a part of the face.
manzanar was a place
where his ma learned ping-pong
listened to Dorsey
and jitterbugged
in bobbysocks
while america
was being blown away
in the pacific
yea, i thought
it was a sight
to make the eyes sore
afterall
i found myself
from what i understand
and what i understand
is who I am
and what you are
stripped of history
unfinished
disordered are stones in my mouth
barbed wire about my breast
whole forests on my back.
white
behind the yellow mask
I sd ‘jism’
and howl madly
after a print of ozeki
for aren’t we loud
lazy, gardeners
houseboys
sexually loose
miserable
creatures.
manchild must learn
the tricks
of gold mountain
that truth kills
sometimes in the name
of leaves you older
homeless
while dancing in some dark
festival beating
bones from the dead.
listen to me then
this is blood
this is what i am
your village was bombed
your ancestors went hungry
their skin burned off
their children sold
the woman entered
and those left
made into pack horses
to be barbecued
over a spit.
this is historic truth.
those who are America
are circling overhead
on mad wings
where even the tides
do not reach…
(it’s part of
a tradition
of ‘purification’)
to be defined
one must struggle
to be free
one must over come
become prismatic
like a dark moon
lurching towards
the next day
or live
to be human
believing that
in this arena
no man dies mad and hungry
no man
or precious blood.
i would do anything for you
(almost) but
during the rebellion
i would not know what side
you were on
maybe pilot
air American
with kilo of opium
tiger brand by your side
maybe just another fish head
tasteless
tubular mouth.
manchild
like sound of waves
tearing off the crests
to be defined
will be defined
there is no other way
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asian sister
do you listen still?
it is not just you
but the natural order
of the dancing
hands waving
beneath the akari
shinning black hair
with name
onna
shojo
bijin
where do you lay
with your golden arms
whispering?
you are beauty
there are mirrors
crossed by silver
which shape images
to the shape
of your breathing
there are avalanches
behind your eyes
ika in the marrow
of your bones
dreams in the dark
of your sleep
crosslegged
you have entered
through a hole
of heaven.
Afterwards
miles back
in the night wake
zen master
chi magic
singular
zazen for five days
insular
ta louie lu
three psychic circles
yin yanging it
on Jackson
like hard eraser
washing silk
of ink
spilled thoughtlessly
taken by the hand
led to air
all that could not be said
but was.
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Colmado
He’d seen them come
(weary eyes)
all of them
and men like this too.
They were smart and white,
shirtsleeves rolled
up against the wall
of entirely
insurmountable problems.
Eagerly they tore down his city
of old things and remembered places
and they told him to be happy
in the new
so kids who play and
mothers on upper floors
will never know the old.
Slums and old men,
father of these men
who were
sons of their fathers
who said
be happy your children
beneath my cabin’s mark
or sign here
(you’ll pay later)
take it home now.
Old home buried by new homes.
A cascade of bricks
releasing impotent puffs
of white smoke, dynamite
for what has already fallen.
Colmado,
old man, feeble, wooden
quality of age
always forthcoming
as laughter with no lungs
behind its sounds,
fashioned upright
perfectly
on two legs
as if an extension of what was,
beer in hand, straining
to wake, breathe,
slowly he turned
and swept the smoke
from his eyes.
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Suddenly
without passion,
it was over.
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American Bento
the glass broken/7yrs
pieces on the floor
missed the tatami by an inch
Coors at that, obaachan
in the kitchen humming peacefully
as she kneeds the vinegared rice
for the sushi
and cuts precisely
the cucumber
which after time in a tub
under a rock
otsuke mono
ochazuke and takuan
tabemono to square with
an empty belly
sakana, yasai, shoga,
napa soup
egg on rice
3 chuan of hot gohan
downing the sashimi’and nabe yaki
ah, obaachan
how you fill me with strength.
but yesterday
at school
I ate Oscar Meyer bologne
on wheat, mayo and a slap of lettuce
cuz that’s how
it’s supposed to be done.
Sal, Dom B., Texas Louie
hell with that noise
say hey
burritos, some hot chili
and cerveza passed round
in a circle feeling like you were hot shit
in town, man
tuck and roll
mellow tones
slicks and synchro
hair Depped back
a pair of styro dice
from the dime toss
at the Sanjo county fair
danglin’ off the rearview
and just cruisin’
just cruisin’
up First
left at San Salvador
down Second
left at Santa Clara
just cruisin’
looking bad and tough
and loused up
no sweat til Texas Louis
and Dom B
ran up the backside of
a telephone pole
at 60 plus and spilled
the guts of 10 coats
of primo candy apple red
twisted ’56 Chevy
on the streets
it a far cry
from the Tokaido rd
seven days later
Dom B’s head looked
kike kaki, dark meat
under a shriveled powdered skin.
they shoulda dug him under
but he lived
to want to die
for the rest of it.
at home
obaachan wanted me
to study meditation
feel the koi
and use hashi
cuz gaijin use forks
and they eat too fast.
don’t run with Mexicans
or Blacks my son
be a good little Buddha boy
lay low
and no high clicking
down the streets
of j-town.
and don’t forget
to eat your bento lunch.
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Sticks in the Water Missouri
Johnson Shutins
where I admired rock formations
slid down the humped shoulders
of boulders
on hands of moving water
and looked at you
with eyes
that had just begun to see
head thrown back
arching arms
lifting to the sky.
Meremac to Creve Coeur
in the spring
Copperheads and Moccasins
Catfishin’ with popcorn bait
in the lifting space.
Woodchuck in a chuckhole
pushing out
into transparent light.
A league away
the Caverns
where the James Gang
and Billy the Kid
watched the comings and goings
of the dark, brown
leaf-eaters
in the creekbeds.
Where do you come from
forest grey in the morning mist
barn owl hooting on silent wing
green daze of reeds?
The Winds, The Wars
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Asian America
passing through edgeless dreams
& the hungry world
whose eyes
like steel’s silent
thrust
for mercy
to those who came East
and made their feast
and raped
in prairie darkened
cinder burned
in uprooted villages
of carnal war
in the primal arrogance of
eunuchs heaving
in thin, white
expectoration
leaving earth
where not even worms live
was left.
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East
crossing overheard
dousing the molten heart
in cobra-hooded manna,
heels and thighs
sunk deep
in the horse’s flanks
the Khans,
Takuji,
Ieyasu,
Samurai
careening into a blur
charging
falling forward bellowing the
enemy
reels north
over hills and lakes,
mountains
and through it all
did their take
for nine hundred,
a thousand
nights
(until)
the wind
into bamboo bending
stillness.
From a distance,
a biwa’s
cry.
An owl shrieks
from the ivy
and leaves
a ball of bone
and hair.
Darkness/pitch
black.
Air thinning out.
Earth/barren
rock.
In the end
the funeral cave of man
will glow
(but only)
after the burial
of the wands
and wars.
III
Not inexhaustible
the five billion earthbound.
Our bones, others,
will canopy the valleys
like dead craters
blanched white
to the marrow,
petrified stone which
through the millenia
become brittle,
crumbling
crushed to dust
to earth
again.
Until this has happened
blood will flow
continent to continent,
cannons, baptisms,
all debauchery
and the struggle undazed
continues.
Asian brother, Asian sister,
your lungs are on fire
your souls roar
sweat rolls through your hearts
your eyes
limbs
and you still have this desert hell
for anger.
And love
like pollen
to scatter in the wind.
Fire River
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Aeiiiiiii!
Fish sing in the sky.
An Asian flings back his hood
Maroon notes rebound
from the vault of his soul.
Aeiiiiiii!
Beads of sweat twisting
he beats his stick against the tatami,
his thighs like a horse’s
rapping against the earth.
Aeiiiiiii!
Sword cutting the stone.
Roads meandering the stream.
Incessantly the wind
tolls the temple bell.
Aeiiiiiii!
Night like ink
douses the stars
Cormorants cry over the water,
black wings over teakwood.
On the Line: One Way
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It musta been
the slowest train
to New Orleans
the night Wong
sang kick ass songs
and talked about
making love
all the way to Portland
or was it New York/San
Fran/long time
gone ah giddy up
SP/hop ho
but doncha know
jus missin his
bamboo shootin mama
talking szeyup and crazy
sweating while
sd he
she was the best
he’d ever had
and why not.
I thought, well Wong
jus tried of
running down white
hakus tearing
the yellow hoo haas
off his very best
preying mantis
butt poppin
booo-gah lu
zippo-sifu
saffron robe
all the time
like the first time
he held
breathed
tasted
sucked
skin
boom katcha
boom katcha
Ah yeh
and me hurtin bad
cuz baby sd
I can’t make love
or live without guilt
or feel you feeling
cuz each day
I know less
and less
but the cherry bomb
you don’t use too/ah
shit trains.
Like I’m supposed to be
some Asian sun
on the horizon
(rising)
Though the Shinto Gate.
boom katcha
boom katcha
Now Wong/he
yakkity yak
like/flip/chink
gook/jap
brat all the time
crusin criss cross
US sing a song a
shiao lin
white his face
goes glittering
nameless
blues/so
cold/in
yr system/can’t
quit/man
I shoulda told youWong but
samui
samui
and those trains
jus go
brakkity brak
brakkity brak
Ah yeh
sure musta been
the slowest train
to New Orleans
cuz our sad mouths
go nothingness
like arrows in the air
like chimes
of snake’s teeth
burning through
all the bad rap
of street soul ladies
just scat/its
jus jamming
while Wong he
got smaller
and I
frightened
cuz it hurts/shit
freezing rain/still
hurts/inside torn open
out loud
I love you.
Under the Zephyr
Cates,
last we saw him
sitting lotus by the roadway
SDS scarf long blown,
mountain stream roaring
in the white gulf below
Rocky Himalaya
Diamond lotus prajna sutra
far below,
his face and shiva radical hair
in the wind, around his body
saint like drifts
red snow and dust.
Miles slept with a different woman
every night of the revolution
led an insurrection in Madison
and still got dumped by Weathermen.
Sal did too,
but that was in another city
and in the end, he paid.
Kaplan stalled the car four times
on the road lined with corn,
cut stubble and thawing earth,
Kansas under the zephyr
Sal dreamed of keef
by the ton, as gold and heavy
as river sand, We said;
“Wanta see what Sal’s got?”
Cates lived on a hole on the southside
worn with Hassidic heritage
and hot leaking steam.
But they hadta drag him from Chicago
and stuff’m in a Volvo
across the almost endless winter plain,
miles in the back seat reading Deutcher,
Stalin in Iowa.
In Seuss
turns up his hearing aid
looking for cowboys.
Just Because You Eat Sashimi Doesn’t Mean you can
See like a Condor…….Neh!
upriver near tuleflats
catfishing with nak
really a salmon or rainbow in mind
rapping about the buddha bandits
and how great the yanks once were
and how good inari sushi
is hard to find these days
not like when the Minnesota-Missouri
primo express was running
no way
nessan and auntie M
pulling all nighters
stuffing those little aburages
with gobo, egg shitake
and light red shoga
that made you mouth spark around
and damn if you couldn’t put a dozen away on the spot
jus like goto did wahinis
in old watsy days
yea says nak
been through a ton or two of sushi easy
since then and a lot of
hooks been tied and lines unsnarled
looking for that one cherry spot
where that big sucker waits
for a cagey fight
snapping the daiwalike a whip
cutting glassine beneath the surface
knowing all the time
it was the napa soup
that gave you eyes
sharp as a condor’s
and the feeling that peace
was simply some ancestral spirits
turned in a misty morning
on a tranquil river
catfising.
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